Bizarre News: R&B Singer Houston Puts Out His Own Eye

by La Shawn on February 3, 2005

in Faith

Houston A manic-depressive and PCP-using R&B singer tried to kill himself by jumping from a hotel window. When he was stopped, he gouged out his own eye! According to VH1.com:

On Thursday Houston attempted to jump out of a 13th-floor hotel window but was stopped by his security personnel, sources close to the singer said. He was moved to a lower floor and locked in his room, where he injured himself. Additional details are still coming to light, and photographs of his injury are circulating online.

Los Angeles radio station KKBT-FM’s K-Sly, who appeared in the “I Like That” video and is close to Houston’s camp, said the singer had been under psychiatric care last year for manic depression. Another source corroborated that claim, adding that Houston had also struggled with PCP.

“I was told he wanted to commit suicide and stabbed his eye out,” K-Sly said. “He was telling people he was Jesus and wanted to go home to his Father.”

When I saw the headline on the Drudge Report, I thought it was about Whitney Houston. When I saw that it was some other show-biz type, my first reaction was a knee-jerk, what-is-wrong-with-people dismissal. After some reflection, I decided to not dismiss it but to ponder and pray on it. There, but for the grace of God, go I…

Houston is lost and in need of healing, not simply from his depression and drug addiction. He needs to be healed of in sickness, as we all do. Only Christ can do that, this seeker of lost souls:

Then Jesus entered and passed through Jericho. Now behold, there was a man named Zacchaeus who was a chief tax collector, and he was rich. And he sought to see who Jesus was, but could not because of the crowd, for he was of short stature. So he ran ahead and climbed up into a sycamore tree to see Him, for He was going to pass that way. And when Jesus came to the place, He looked up and saw him, and said to him, “Zacchaeus, make haste and come down, for today I must stay at your house.” So he made haste and came down, and received Him joyfully. But when they saw it, they all complained, saying, “He has gone to be a guest with a man who is a sinner.”

Then Zacchaeus stood and said to the Lord, “Look, Lord, I give half of my goods to the poor; and if I have taken anything from anyone by false accusation, I restore fourfold.”

And Jesus said to him, “Today salvation has come to this house, because he also is a son of Abraham; for the Son of Man has come to seek and to save that which was lost.” (Luke 19: 1-10)

Update: I want to comment on the verse I referenced. I realize I left it hanging there, and some may not understand its significance.

The only thing we know about this man Zacchaeus is that he was a tax collector, a reviled profession in that culture at that time (Some say it’s reviled in this one, too.), and probably a Jew by birth only. During His three-year ministry, Jesus passed through Jericho, a city that God had delivered to the Israelites after he freed them from Egypt.

Out of curiosity, Zacchaeus sought out Jesus, who’d performed miracles and healed the sick and fed the hungry. Jesus, foreknowing that Zacchaeus would be there at that very time for His own purpose, called out to him and invited Himself to his house. Zacchaeus was ecstatic. The other Jews, mostly likely Pharisees, with their pure bodies and soiled hearts, considered themselves more righteous than other men, and they were shocked that One claiming to be the Son of God would consort with a sinner and heathen like Zacchaeus. And Zacchaeus apparently agreed because he offered to make amends, to pay for his sins with works.

Zacchaeus didn’t really know what he was seeking, but he received more than he ever imagined: salvation. Zacchaeus was lost; that is, unsaved, an unbeliever. By God’s grace, and not his money, Zacchaeus’s sins were forgiven.

When I meet new people or read about those I don’t know, I don’t assume they are followers of Christ. Unless I see evidence or “fruit,” I assume they aren’t. As a Christian who believes Houston may not be saved, I will intervene on his behalf and pray for his salvation. If he’s a believer, I’ll still pray and have faith that the work God began in him will be completed according to His will, as He promises us.

For more information, see The Gospel Message.

Update [Tuesday, February 8]: In the past couple of days, many of you have found this site through searches for information about Houston. While I certainly appreciate the comments you’ve left, I don’t think Houston reads this blog. If he did, I’m sure he’d be touched. :)

{ 28 comments }

Baklava 02.03.05 at 1:09 pm

OH good. I’m first.

At least this guy didn’t take out others like “suicide bombers” (more like “murderers”) in Israel or Iraq.

Jeff Blogworthy 02.03.05 at 1:10 pm

PC-using? Wow. I didn’t know computers could be so dangerous.

Or is that maybe, PCP?

Curtis 02.03.05 at 1:54 pm

Houston may or may not be lost, but he is ill and is in need of competent medical care.

Lola 02.03.05 at 2:21 pm

Oh, geez, this makes me so squeamish . . .

Iwuzthere. 02.03.05 at 2:54 pm

Alrighty then.

Wallace-Midland Texas 02.03.05 at 3:09 pm

Sounds like a reaction to PCP. Bad stuff…

Mark La Roi 02.03.05 at 3:37 pm

Thanks for the post La Shawn. I started praying for him when the news first broke. It is good to be reminded that salvaton is at the door for those who say “yes”.

Renee 02.03.05 at 4:58 pm

Thank you La Shawn. I needed this to refocus.

Tiffany in Minneapolis 02.03.05 at 5:08 pm

Extremely timely LaShawn..For those who are not R&B music followers, this young man is only in his early twenties. My first thought was to pray for him to be made whole and for his demons to be exorcised.

We needn’t make light of mental illness either. It is a problem that isn’t discussed enough or taken seriously enough, particularly in the black community.

Thanks for the words..

jae 02.03.05 at 5:51 pm

My thoughts and prayers are with him and those close to him. Whether lost or not, his soul needs healing. May he receive it. Manic depression is a disease that can wreak havoc on the lives it touches. Add drugs to the mix and his life is a nightmare. God be with him and I pray someone is sent into his life that can be the Jesus with skin he needs right now.

Mike M. 02.03.05 at 6:24 pm

Jae,

My thoughts indeed. I have a few people in my family who are manic depressive. When they refuse to take their meds, things can get disastrous.

I hope this guy will fix himself up and get treated.

Andy 02.03.05 at 6:52 pm

Amen

ratso ferrari 02.04.05 at 2:10 pm

Jesus would say “Houston We Have A Problem” without me there is no peace in your soul and the world seems so cold.

Amy Ridenour 02.04.05 at 11:34 pm

Amazing coincidence: My five-year-old daughter came home from Christian pre-school today saying “Behold, there was a man named Zacchaeus.” I figured I’d better look up his story tonight so I could explain it to her tomorrow. But I was reading blogs instead…

Audrey 02.05.05 at 10:06 am

you guys need to read matthew 5:29! He said he did it to be closer to GOD so see what the scriptures says! But all my prayers go out to him!

Lakysha 02.06.05 at 1:35 pm

Dear Houston I know how you Feel sometimes you got to be your own person and try to block out every thing tha people try to do to bring you down my thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family

Leslie Wallace, 16 02.06.05 at 6:46 pm

I just want Houston to know that everything will be alright. I am thinking about him and praying for him and so are many others. Im one of your biggest fans no matter what, and I hope you get this message. LOVE LESLIE.

gina 02.07.05 at 4:09 pm

all i gotta say is i pray for houston an his family, you will always be my husband lol (well i wish) i enjoy ya cd that i died to get on august 10 04. got it the second dai it came out. i want all the good things to happen 4 you. luv u houston get betta soon

andrea 02.07.05 at 10:00 pm

my heart goes out to houston and his family. I can’t say that the guy is crazy because everyone has craziness in them and no one is normal.

STAR 02.07.05 at 10:17 pm

I just wanna say to Houston that i am 20 years old and i love you soooo much your music is hott I hope u get better soon you are sooo special and you have a fan right here who wants to see more from you in the future It would make me happy I love your cd its a cd I will cherish 4ever you and I have the same musical and singing style Houston plzzz feel better you are a great guy and plz know your not alone I admire you and your music you inspire me to believe that no matter what you go through you can still accomplish a lot Love you!!!!! and plzzz GET BETTER SOON!!!!

From: your # 1 fan Star

Monique-Tupelo,Mississippi 02.08.05 at 2:00 pm

Houston,I hope you are alright well N-E-Wayz let me get to the point. Baby boy you need to know that people love you and that you would hurt me so much if you did that to yourself if you need to talk call me at 6200921. Well baby boy got to go at school but call me! and I’ll Holla Please me another CD and don’t hurt yourself cause .”It ain’t nuthin wrong”

LaTisha Starks 02.08.05 at 6:54 pm

Houston you are so special to me. When I heard that I said that ain’t true. When my mother came home and told me that it was true I was shocked.
I Love You Houston!!!
LaTisha Love Always

LaTisha Starks 02.08.05 at 6:56 pm

If You Have To Talk To Someone Call Me [deleted by Admin]

STAR 02.08.05 at 7:58 pm

Oh yeah Houston i 4got to say that if u read these messages and u want to keep in touch with your # 1 fan just e-mail me any time my e-mail addy is mwoodley@sbcglobal.net

From: Star u already know im ya # 1 fan

MYISHA 02.09.05 at 5:41 am

I WILL LIKE TO SAY THAT THIS IS A REAL SUPPORTED SITE. I HAVE SAW WHAT EVERY ONE AS BEEN SAYING ABOUT HOUSTON. HOUSTON NO MATTER WHAT THE WORLD HAVE TO SAY I WILL BE YOU NUMBER 1# FAN. AND EVERY ONE ESLE ON THIS SITE THINK SO TO.

leah 02.09.05 at 12:40 pm

hey to everyone.I always say to my self i wanna marry HOUSTON he is everyting that i needed in my life i would always pray for him and his family.I don’t kno them but i do it anyways its just me,i loved everything bout HOUSTON and i still do.But i still don’t belive i try to kill himself thats trouble news for me to her,just to let him know that i’ll be prayin for him and his family and hope that every thing turns out well and if i get a chance i still wanna marry u. LOVE,leah

SCSIwuzzy 02.09.05 at 1:20 pm

Wow.
Words fail me.
Maybe you should put a link up to Houston’s publicist or something of that sort.
I’m pretty sure he’s with Capitol Records, and I would imagine his site would allow you nice ladies to get words to him
http://peephouston.com/

LaFonda Henley 02.09.05 at 2:11 pm

I hope Houston recieves help. He is in my prayers. Everybody makes mistakes, big and small. I just hopes he learns from it, even if it takes leaving the music industry alone. Nothing is worth your life.

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